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moved!

2009-02-12T01:31:00.009+08:00

i've moved to another blog. leaving this blog and my past behind. may you be blessed.
you were just a part of my juvenile past.
(:

2009-02-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

ya allah, please let the poor lil angel be alright.

amin.

jangan terase eh..

2009-02-08T21:45:00.003+08:00

1. don't freaking lie to me. i know that you know that you were what i said. and that's that. jgn main2 dgn sumpah.

2. after lying to me, don't fucking vent your angers on me asswipe!

you don't have to lie ok? if you have some other girls and you were on the line with her, just freaking tell me. i'll fuck off from you life. it that so hard to do? oh wait. i know why. you're making me a back up plan, just in case she doesn't want you.

tell me again, why am i still hoping and praying that you'll come back to me?

Quote of the day..

2009-02-05T19:23:00.002+08:00

" Ampon tuanku.. Jilat pantatku.. "

i never realise how "melatah" phrases could be SOOOOO entertaining. lol.

random things that puts a smile on ur face..

2009-02-02T21:57:00.002+08:00

today, my msn nick was, " Should i rejoice instead? " and i was prompt by a friend. he wrote this.

blahblahblah@hotmail.com says:
Heylow.hehe. Maybe u shud pantene.hee. Rejoice syampu tk bag0s.

as CORNY and LAME as it sound, it puts a smile on my face and that's one of the two only genuine smile i had today.

random facts..

2009-01-29T13:47:00.003+08:00

i know you've probably heard this like a million times before but IT'S A SMALL WORLD AFTER ALL ey?

this guy i know is related to one of my friend's ex-bf. like seriously, i didn't expect it at all.

very random, i know.

when will i ever be?

2009-01-27T14:02:00.000+08:00

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tuts my Barreh

2009-01-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

there's a reason for everyhting that happens

2009-01-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

" girlfriends are forever. boyfriends are whatever. "

i beg to differ. may you be happy always girlfriend. (:

it's 2-0-0-9 people!!

2009-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

Have a great day everyone! Peace, love and joy people. (:

i'm ticked off..

2008-12-31T00:19:00.002+08:00

do you agree if i say that 2008 has whizz pass us? i'm sure many of you do. i cannot believe that today is the LAST day of 2008. and at this time of the year, people will probably be busy making up new resolution for the upcoming year. you know resolution. the one that you probably wrote somewhere but you just cannot commit to it?

well, i'm guilty of that too. hee. but i did accomplish some of those resolution i made and i'm bloody proud! a pat on the back. (:

so, what's your resolution gonna be for this year?

sleeping-sutra

2008-12-20T23:16:00.003+08:00

a few days day back, i came home and was welcomed by this on my bed.

she told me that that was my sleeping position. rupe2 nye dlm tido pon aku exercise. =p

i don't have it in me no more.

2008-12-15T13:07:00.002+08:00

i re-read my previous blog i was impressed at how often i updated! i wish i could have that same "passion" i use to have for blogging.

baby's hp cannot charge. urgh! go get a new hp please!

tralalala. im bored. bye.

good things come to those who wait..

2008-12-13T23:19:00.004+08:00

remember the $100 Brunei note that was given to me for my birthday? guess what i spent it on..

PRETTY OR WHAT!!!

the colour is closer to the pic above..

and the above picture shows exact how the face looks like.

i swear it's so much prettier when worn ~~on my wrist.~~ =P but i couldn't bear to part with the note. haha. so i made a deal with momsie to hold that $100 first. i'll exchange it as soon as i'm richer. (:

It's TGIF but i got no plans..

2008-12-12T12:33:00.003+08:00

im stuck at work. im bored. there's so much things to finish up. urgh. Manpower just called me up saying that the interview on Monday is cancelled due to the fact that the HR is not feeling well. that's a HUGGGGEEE load of my back ya know.

i no nuts about GC. ok la. bedek. i know enough to get me by the daily test that i need to do for samples. but overall knowledge, i'll grade myself over 100, probably 40? hahaha. oh gosh, i suck. hah!

forgot to order lunch today so guess it's Maggi for me. boo! ok, i want to go cook Maggi already. anybody got egg?

Happy Birthday Bby!!

2008-12-08T22:54:00.003+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to you love!! Welcome to the twenties club. hahaha. i hope the day spent at Sentosa was a fulfilling one. you got to visit Fort Siliso, Images of Singapore, ride the Tiger Sky Tower and we finally took the cable car la bby!!

may you have fun on your birthday even though you will be on duty. i know it sucks but hey, at least you're surrounded by your friends right? (:

love you bby. (:

Selamat Hari Raya Haji People!! (:

2008-12-08T20:51:00.006+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji people and a Happy Birthday to all DECEMBER Babies!! (: i know this entry should be up like a long time ago but being the lazy me, i was way too lazy to blog. ok so, if you don't know, my mom bought me a laptop... NOT! hahaha. i'll be paying her back. but she paid for me in full 1st. so no interest included. (: so, i should say i bought myself a lappy!! (: yippee!!

and today, my brother and future sis-in-law gave me $100 in Brunei note.

i wanna spend it but it like a hard-to-come-buy money. only god knows when's the next time i'll be getting a $100 Brunei note. momsie said that i should buy something in exchange. but the thought of spending it.. URGH! my brother and sis PURPOSELY gave me that note. grrr..

oh well. at least im $100 richer. haha. baby, i cannot wait to ketok you for my birthday present when your gaji banks in. hee. no budget right bby? you love me right? =p

ok. just one picture from cuzzin irah. i cleaning forgot to bring my camey. *knocks head*

2008-12-04T12:35:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna start blogging today. i hope. hahaha. now that i have maxmobile, there's no reason why i cannot blog. (:

back in time

2008-11-19T13:22:00.002+08:00

for some reason, i keep thinking that today is the 18th of November.

Xperia X1 from Sony Ericsson

2008-11-17T11:20:00.004+08:00

i've found my dream phone!!

now all i've got to do is to find a way to get it.
any suggestion?

24th day of Ramadan

2008-09-24T11:52:00.002+08:00

6 more days till Hari Raya! woohoo! i cant wait for all the scrumptions food and delights that'll be served! yummy! ok stop. drooling! hee.

i'm missing the boy badly and that's why i cannot wait to meet him on Tuesday! (: i've yet to get a chance to break fast with him. shit you lah NS. but since his course finishes this 26th, i'll have him all to myself. hee. we'll be heading down to where else but Geylang to do some last minute shopping. he has yet to find a baju kurong for himself. and guess what colour he wants in to be in? RED! mentang2 la dia fireman. hee.

my boss is not in today. she'll on leave. i predicted it becuase she goes on leave everytime the weather get all gloomy and perfect for sunggling session. hahaha.

i woke up late today but thank god i managed to catch the 845am bus or i would have to take the $3 "bus". which will overall cost about 13bucks from Lakeside to Jurong Island. peng yu orh!

should i head to Jurong East today? urgh im so lazy!

22th Day for Ramadan

2008-09-22T12:54:00.000+08:00

time flies huh? 8 more days and my roon is in a complete mess! i need to do something about it. i need to do something about it! help!!!

another happy monthsary

2008-09-19T12:16:00.003+08:00

Another Happy Monthsary Baby Boy.

i love you like how i love LONGANS!!! hee.

kissy-kissy. (:

im weird. are you?

2008-09-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

i'm easily entertained. no, really. for example, i read the comment below and i burst out laughing. like really the HAHAHAHAHAHA kind of laughter.

GIRL A - eh aku keje still under probation. so can get duit raya ah.
GIRL B - aku kasi kau probation nya rates.

i don't know why at that point of time it was super duper hilarious. told 'cha i'm easily entertained. nyeh!

8th day of Ramadan

2008-09-08T19:46:00.002+08:00

GG! GG! GG! i want my GG!! hee.

one week has past. was that fast or what?! how is your hari raya preparation coming along? great i hope. mine has been smooth sailing so far. i started painting my room. and im liking it ya'll!!

come to think of it. i might as well continue on them wall. i wouldn't want to celebrate the festive season with half painted walls now do i?

now that monday has passed, no reason for that sad faces people. 4 more days till the weekends! (:

XOXO

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you

2008-09-05T21:12:00.005+08:00

Hey, ohh, let me tell ya no.
Oh Baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I
Really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to

I'm gonna be late, gonna be late but,
All my girls gonna have to wait cause
I don't know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on
With nothing but your t-shirt on

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but,
I'm really hurting now that your gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldn't get past the door and

Now I don't know, now I don't know if
I'm ever really gonna let you go and
I couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on

I'm all by myself, with nothing but your t-shirt on
Ohhh, with nothing but your t-shirt on
(Cause I miss you cause I miss you)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (said I miss you baby)

Trying to decide, trying to decide if
I really wanna go out tonight I
Couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay

Hey, hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you (cause I miss you)
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay (I would be in bed)
With nothing but your t-shirt on

Said I got nothing but your t-shirt on
Hey (cause I want to be close to you)
With nothing but your t-shirt on
I remember when you would like to see me
With nothing but your t-shirt on
Hey (nothing but your t-shirt on)
Let me tell you know (nothing but your t-shirt on)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (fades)

4th day of Ramadan

2008-09-04T12:55:00.002+08:00

time flies so fast! it's already thursday and the 4th day of Ramadan. before you know it, it'll be Hari Raya already. haha.

i had bee hoon with chicken wings today. yummy. wonder what will i be having for break fast. definately not rice. my family eats rice only in the morning NEVER for break fast. it's just BLEARGH.. lol.

im at work now. watching GG. hahaha. thanks for reminding me babe! and more meet ups and more of you-know-what ok? haha. p/s: saya punya nama ade heart shape tau! hahhahahahha.

who wants to break fast with me one of these days? anyone? (:

3rd Day of Ramadan

2008-09-03T23:08:00.001+08:00

i had leftovers soupy noodle from day 1. taste good. haha. i think my body have grown accustom to food entering my body at 4:45am in the morning. kwang3.

since day one, i haven't been having ample sleep while result in darker eye ring. plus, my pocket is also suffering. taxi from home to work = $17. urgh.

it's Wednesday. kick-boxing day. so as usual, i had to kill time at the gym. but today i spend only 45 mins there. i arrived late and the guy over there asked,

" so early ah today? "

" ya, im fasting today so i need to leave to break my fast. " he nodded.

i wrote whatever that's needed to log out and before i could walk out he asked again,

" you so early ah today? "

like what the fish?! didn't i just explained to him and he nodded to acknowledge? no choice, i repeated,

" oh ya, im fasting today so i need to leave to break my fast. "

" oh ok. bye-bye. " -.-"

2nd Day of Ramadan

2008-09-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

got through the 1st of fasting quite effortlessly. like duh. only one day. lol. started my day with a cup of milk and 2 spoonful of rice. honestly, i really didn't expect that i can survive on that. but i did! and i didn't felt hungry at all. (:

broke my fast with 2 pieces of bread. breaking fast is never a heavy meal affair. it's always simple and light. again, nothing special happen. so gonna end it here. (:

selamat berpuase people! XOXO.

1st day of Ramadan

2008-09-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

waking up at the wee hours was surprisingly easily. but what doesn't surprise me was trouble i had to comsuming the rather heavy meal. Rice at 4:30am in the morning doesn't sound appetizing, AT ALL.

wasn't at work. had to settle something. besides, i totally had no mood to attend work. reached home at around 5:10pm with a splinting headache and slept till 6:30pm. it sure drove the headache away!

broke my fast with soupy noodle. i swear i don't have any idea what it's called. haha.

ok. that's about it. nothing special on this day. (:

one baby step at a time

2008-08-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

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so sue me. i don't care.

2008-08-24T15:41:00.004+08:00

a wet gloomily rainy weather. just how i'm feeling right now.

see the rain? that's how much im crying inside.

it doesn't make things any easier..

2008-08-24T13:15:00.006+08:00

it has become a routine. don't you think so? you run away from your problems. that's your simplest way out. you rather hide than facing up to the problem. that shows that i'm way more braver than you. why? because i've got the guts to face up to the problem.

all you do is run away and hide till all is well. but guess what pumpkin? it'll haunt you. it'll haunt you until you overcome it.

guess it was just all talk and no actions huh? and do you really think that by doing that, it will make things so much easier to accept and to swallow?

today's the second time in a month that mommy caught me crying. the first time she saw me crying, she was alarmed and said that she's never seen me crying before when on the phone.

today, she saw me crying again. but this time, in the most comforting voice, she said,
" Eveything's gonna be alright. Don't think too much. "

i love you mommy and your love is the only love that's pure and true..

what now?

2008-08-10T09:15:00.006+08:00

by giving someone your heart, you're not only giving the person the right to guard it, you're also giving him the opportunity to rupture it.

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my best friend's wedding..NOT

2008-07-30T19:20:00.003+08:00

i've got 2 weddings to attend to this weekend. both equally important. 1st up will be the boy's sister's wedding. 10 years together and finally, on 02/08/08, they'll tie the knot. next up is my best friend's wedding! NOT! hah! it's her sister that's getting married.

woohoo! i so cannot wait to attend both. and of course, pictures will be taken. but whether or not it will be uploaded, that is a totally different story. hee.

this is totally random but why can't they make GG as loooooonnngggg as Days of Our Loves?

in words of GG,

you know you love me.. XOXO :p

2008-07-28T23:10:00.001+08:00

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2008-07-28T21:27:00.003+08:00

Some random things i stumble upon on the net.

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A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles.

The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him.

He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife.

She directs him down the correct aisle.

A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter.

She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?

He answers, " You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper.

So, I figure if I have to roll my own. So does she.

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baby, please don't be like him. =p

and watch this clip. frankly speaking, i was moved to tears. really!

2008-07-27T10:01:00.002+08:00

Ask yourself this: "What have you done to assure me?"

It takes two hands to clap. that's all i can say. i hope you're happy. (:

because you're worth it all..

2008-07-19T20:16:00.005+08:00

Happy Monthsary baby. (:
the song is dedicated to you.

Oh Baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

2008-07-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

all i can say is "OMFG!" and "IN YOUR FACE BITCH!" hahahahhahahahahahha.

2008-07-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

2008-06-28T09:26:00.004+08:00

( da feeling hawaii npk! )

i'm leaving on a jet plane today ya'll!

will be away till the 1st of July. i'm gonna enjoy my ass off. ( don't worry baby, i know my limits and i'll take good care of myself. )

will be leaving the house at 2:45pm. that leaves me 5 hr and 15 mins to..

Bath,
Pack ( i've not pack a single thing! )
get ready,
change money,
clean the house,
eat,
charge my hp, ipod, psp and camera, (bill melambong oit! )
talk to the boy,
and prolly a kazillion other things to do.

if the boy ever reads my blog,
" i'm gonna miss you spaceshuttle loads baby boy. wish you could send me off. but curse your weekend guard duty. be good ok love? i love you and yes, i'll definitely miss you like crazy! "

to yana and akasha,
" if there's bungee jumping, i'll swallow my balls and get it done ok? haha. and akasha, i'll try to bring back something for you guys ok? the sand from the beach there can? "

to nisa,
" i miss you babe! catch up soon ok? and no worries about not being able to send me off. im only going for a few days. it's not as if i'm going to perform haji or umrah la. hahahha. nevertheless, thanks for the offer. (: "

all right everyone. i ought to get going now. busy busy bumble bee! buzzzzzzz...

2008-06-24T18:38:00.003+08:00

my immune system is very the lembek can? i'm leaving the country soon and im down with cough and flu. shitness btol! and what's worst is that i have a HUGE pimple in my nose. yup. you've read it right. IN MY NOSE. the left nostril. ): momsie laughed when i told her. chis bedebah btol.

i've yet to pack any stuff for the trip. no rush. probably because i'll be wearing shorts and sleeveless all the way there. all i need to do now is to make sure my armpits are well very shaved, apply excessive deodorant (so that i'll smell GOOODDD ) and i'm off! and of course, my camey! you didn't think i would forget it now did you? (:

leaving this Saturday night. pray for smooth sailing trip for me ok darling?

i asked the boy,
" Baby, what do you want from there? "

he replied,
" Once you reach there, i want you to find a girl by the name of El and ask her to come home ok baby? "

aww. he can't bear to be apart. he made me feel all fuzzy inside. i love that boy of mine. hee.

im going to bed now. the medication is doing it's job pretty well. toodles! (:

2008-06-15T13:56:00.003+08:00

at this point of time, im at work and of course working. a production guy walked in a told me that the guys (production people) ordered pizzas and im free to have some. i politely said thank you with a smile. i will never walk over ok. im not that thick skined.

10 mins later, a guy brought in a plate of pizzas for me.

" Nah. pizzas for you. Father's Day celebration. "

hahaha. how cute. it's rare to see families celebrating Father's Day don't you think so? it's always mother's day this. mother's day that.

they might not know that i'm typing this but HAPPY FATHER'S DAY GUYS!!!
(:

2008-06-14T21:58:00.003+08:00

just to keep my mind off of certain things, i drowned myself with movies!!

damn i bored!

2008-06-14T21:17:00.002+08:00

you never fail to disappoint me. breaking promises time and time again.

do i deserve this? i think u think that i do and that's why you're doing it. am i right?

2008-06-09T23:20:00.003+08:00

pictures of my eldest brother so-called "engagement" ceremony and my best gf engagement ceremony are still in my trusty camey. oh god, please give me the strength to upload it to the computer and eventually here on my blog. please? (: for now, WAIT.

oh, i've created multiply account just so i can upload my 3,547,474,123,784 pictures. my previous photo "journal" is a money sucker can? if you don't login for a period of time, it'll be locked and you have to buy a "KEY" to unlock it. a "KEY" cost US$9.90. fishcake betol.

2008-05-25T12:10:00.002+08:00

i've always envied those who religiously update their blog about what has been going on around them and whatnot. now why can't i be like them? why can't i have the same amount for dedication and time like them?

2008-05-22T15:05:00.002+08:00

i just don't understand how 2 humans who were once madly in love with each other are now acting as if 'they' didn't exist in each other's life at all.

and thanks eh keling for scaring the shit out of me for like 5 seconds. sial btol. and don't work overseas la. ):

ya ya.. shuddup!

2008-05-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

friends.

it has many definitions doesn't it?

2008-05-19T00:00:00.001+08:00

ok please ignore the guy in black.

this was taken way back in late 2004 or early 2005.
it was my last day of work and the guys hid my bag just so i couldn't go home straight after work.
reason being they wanna saboh me - with soap water. haha.

the 1st time i stepped foot in Samar was his last day of work.
and my last day of work, happens to be his 1st day back to work in Samar.

and can you believe that he actually wanted to take a picture of me? to cover his story he asked the girls working there to have a group a photo and asked me to join. hahha. but too bad, i decline. who knows, he might bring my picture to the bomoh and cast a spell on me. hahaha. =p

who would have thought that our 1st meet wasn't our last? it's been close to 3 years since we 1st met and there's no one point of time where i regret being with you baby. you're the best damn thing that has ever happened to me. Happy Anniversary dear! love you truck loads sexy fireman. hee.

come home soon ok Mr Fireman? hee. (:

2008-05-15T23:47:00.001+08:00

i'm on MC. again. double boo hoo.

2008-05-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

i'm on MC. boo hoo.

2008-05-13T22:12:00.001+08:00

i'm a happy person today kan nisa? kan idah?

love you guys! (:

2008-05-11T10:16:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day mommy! (:
I LOVE YOU!!!

enjoy the present that i bought for you!
and i know you're enjoying it because you want it! hee.

heading of to granny's in a while. i should be getting ready now but i'm still not ready.
no shorts no sleeveless no low-cut no tight-fitting clothes - i go there naked can? =p

2008-05-05T22:13:00.005+08:00

if you're wondering how i'm doing,

i'm great. never been better! can't say the same for the boy 'coz he's certainly not happy with the fact that he's getting darker as weeks pass. but he'll live with it. hee. and no shade of skin colour will make me love the boy any less.

love you botak-head BANGLA! (:

and oh no, practical lesson fee has gone up by $2! please be kind Mr. Orang Minyak. i'm not earning much ya know..

2008-04-30T19:01:00.003+08:00

doesn't it feels like it a Friday today? it sure does to me.

last weekend was as usual, well spent with the bf.
how the day went by.

Saturday
10am to 2pm - Overtime. (nk cari duit khemah katekan. haha. not!)
3.30pm to 5pm - a heritage tour by the bf at the Central fire station.
5pm to 7pm - did a wee a'bit of shopping around Peninsular Plaza.
8pm to 3am - partied like nobody's business.
3am to 11am - lepak like anak terbiar
12pm - Finally, home!

but that's not all!

Sunday
3pm to 5pm - Mustaffa Centre with momsie
5pm to 930pm - Vivo city
10pm - HOME!

Monday

9am to 4pm - attended a course at Furama Riverfront Hotel.
4pm to 5pm - odw home to take momsie's ATM card! whoppie!
540pm to -1015pm in town with yana and kasha.

and if you total the expenditure for the 3 days = $450

don't bother asking what i spent it on but here's what i've got to say,

" it was WELL-SPENT! (: "

2008-04-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

i need a favour from you guys.

if you have any leads/lobang or know of any flea market where i can rent a place, PLEASE TELL ME!!!!

2008-04-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

" Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again..
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a boy like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find.. "

love you space shuttle loads baby.. hee.

2008-04-23T19:54:00.002+08:00

jannah! if you're reading this, my bf and your bf happens to be bunk mates. he said, " die members gerek i. " so it's a confirm plus chop that he knows your bf. (:

let's see, what did i do at work just now? hmm. i had 3 sample ONLY. this rarely happens by the way. lol. by 2pm. every test was completed. so work was pretty much relax. (:

and yessa! i've got another person hooked onto the cookies & cream straw thingy. haha. go try!

ok bye.

2008-04-19T19:11:00.007+08:00

picture of us being very lazy. please excuse the mess state of the room. (:
and more sleepovers ok gf?

it's 7:45pm and guess who's over at my crib?!

MY BABY!!!!! (:

he managed to book out! no confinement!! yippee!!! yana left at at 6pm. i miss her already and yana, i slipped in the tee into his bag already. and earlier on, he OPENED HIS BAG! like OMG! i was freaking out. the surprise nearly became a no surprice. but pheew.. i hid it at the very bottom. hee. so yea..

baby's hungry so we're ordering pizza hut! yesterday morning at about 1:30, yana & i ordered MAC. and now, i'm ordering pizza. *slaps forehead*

headed to 7-11 early in the morning and i bought my current addiction that baby got me stuck on..

you guys have GOT to try it out. all you need to do is put it in a cup of milk and you're set to go! haha. my favourite flavour? Cookies & ~~SCREAM~~ Cream!!! hee.

and oh. baby was from the Central Fire Station. and guess what he bought me?

hee. he said i was his firefighter and thus, he bought me that. >.<
and NISA!!! aku da beli tempat gantong2 beg. hahahha. and i cannot believe hoe many begs i have. and that's not all of it se! da tkde tempat!!!!!! hahha.

enjoy what's left of you weekend people. be good ok? (: i wanna go back to watching 25 Most Expensive Crib on MTV. peace!

2008-04-17T22:29:00.008+08:00

be prepare for a very random-whatever-that-comes-out-from-my head-will-be-the topic kind of entry.

im sick of my blog layout. any suggestion on how to re-vamp it?

it's going be friday tomorrow and usually i'll be overly over joyed jumping around like a mad cow just because the bf is booking out. but shitness! thanks to 2 of his bunk mates, all of them will be confined. fuck fuck fuck!

fuck to you who went AWOL and fuck to you who jumped hierarchy.

TP will be 4 months away. double fuck. to think that i absorbed a bit of kiasu-ness just so i can be well prepare for my TP in june. thank eh Mr Instructor. urgh! and to make things worst, aside form the $200 i have to set aside for TP, i have to fork out another $25 to extend my PDL. bloody kentot betul! why can't he book a slot for me before 5th of August when my PDL is still valid. fish head curry btol la! ughhhhh!!!

Backtrack.

Friday, 11th April - he booked out. picked him up from Boon Lay and headed back to my house. had a change of clothes and off we went to Holland Village to have our dinner. i know food prices are rising and all but how ridiculous does it sound if i were to tell you that 8 bites size pieces of beef rendang cost $2.80?!! like what the hell kan? *slaps forhead*

did a wee bit of shopping and we were back at my home. as usual, that's when he'll bombard me with all his camp stories and what he did for training and all. cool shit i tell you. but i does get abit boring. hee.

i tried the suit that the ERS people uses in case of disaster.

i felt warm after 2 mins! no joke! it's bloody thick. great for winter season but ~~bad~~ very bad for our tropical country. not only do they have to wear that. beneath those suits, they have to wear their long-fall (err, can someone correct me on this?) it's so warm its like wear winter clothing while head to the beach at 12-1pm. times 2. imagine that if you can.

i had a fun time hanging out with the bf and his friends last weekend. i meet the bf and headed to beach rd to get some stuff for his training. met hilmi there. proceed to simpang bedok after that to meet up with the rest.

honestly, through out my 20 years living, that's the 1st time i stepped foot in simpang bedok. haha. and tk rugi pon kalau aku tak pegi. =p

after talking cock and eating, we initially plan to let the star in us shine at Cash Box Studio but we went off track and visited the Dam. (or whatever they call it.) the place itself is not excessable to public. you have to have transportation. the place is so INSIDE INSIDE one.

and i must emphasis to you that, if you're planing to head down there, please bring along food and drink and entertainment and is possible your own portable toilet!!! hahaha. pictures from last week.

a long random post after MIA for about 3 weeks. tsk. i shall not keep this up. i keep telling myself this but pffft.. it goes in and out but never stays.

night people! and best friend is coming over tomorrow. and she might be sleeping over.
yippee-kai-yay! i'm gay!!! lol. ( inside joke. )

2008-03-28T12:33:00.003+08:00

here i am. sitting and eating curry puff.

lai kwan is on my left, surfing the net. and im on her right surfing the net.

if you're clever enough, you'll know that this entry will lead you to no where and that it's here because im bored. have a good day! (:

p/s: my baby is booking out! wohoo! (: (:

2008-03-20T11:43:00.000+08:00

baby's booking out today! eyea!

2008-03-19T00:00:00.003+08:00

Happy ~~Monthsary~~ Anniversary love!

many2 more ok? i love you baby! and it's such a bummer that you're in camp on our anniversary. *curses*

2008-03-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

at this very moment, im indulging on Long John Silver's PINEAPPLE CREAM CHEESE PIE. all thanks to nisa, i think i'm getting hooked on it. hee. and gf, ENJOY YOUSELF!! Jgn lupe oleh2 aku dari thailand yer! (:

ok so, i just got back from a short trip to Jurong East with jeff. thanks to him, im now a proud owner of this phone..

yes, it's nothing special i know. it's just a walkman phone that has a 2.0 megapixel as compared to my previous 3.2 megapixel phone. but i don't need a high megapixel phone coz i've got a digital camera. all i need is a new phone. hee.

i tend to change my handphone ever so often. to this day, i've change my phone at least 15 times. no, im not kidding and NO, i'm not exaggerating. ask my friends if you don't believe me. i just like to change phone. it's better than changing boyfriends right? (:

the boy is now in camp, polishing his boots till his botak head reflection can be reflected from his darn boots. i'm already missing him, badly and reception over there is not helping. not helping at all!

ok people. the phone's ringing! it's my baby calling. toodles! (:

2008-03-15T12:57:00.003+08:00

BEFORE

AFTER

i must say, it wasn't as bad as i though it would be. hee. i love you la my botak head bf! lol.
have a great weekend everyone! i know i will. *giggle*

2008-03-14T12:26:00.002+08:00

only god knows how happy i am today. and i know why am i happy today.

2 reasons. 1st, my baby is booking out! wee! that botak bugger of mine. i wanna rub his botak head like no tomorrow and till he wriggle and shout for me to stop. hee.

2nd. well, let this be a secret of mine and only a few of my friends. hee.

it's about time don't you think Datok K? hahahaha.

2008-02-29T00:18:00.003+08:00

i'm SO looking forward for Saturday! the bf and i are going on a short getaway!

i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait! i cannot wait!

ok you get the drift right? (:

2008-02-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

i've been uploading my pictures up to an online photo album. just wait till i've compiled them ALTOGETHER ok?

be patient. (:

2008-02-07T11:47:00.000+08:00

i'll be away at NOVOTEL getting my well deserved break. away from all my troubles, work and away from you. believe it or not, i'm starting to think that it's better this way. you lead your life and i'll lead mine.

it's hard but i'll make it through. 'coz if you can do without me, then so can i.

love ya'll!

2008-01-26T18:35:00.000+08:00

i finally had some answers as to my my breathing difficulties worsen.

Stress.

2008-01-22T01:23:00.000+08:00

wordpress entry

2008-01-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

" there's no reason for me to go on 'coz life is meaningless.. " she sobbed

that message you sent, will be kept as a reminder to myself that you, hate me. and every time i think of you, i shall slap myself hard just so all that wishful think can come a screeching halt.

2008-01-15T23:33:00.001+08:00

to Mr Hero-in-RED, (wherever you are) THANK YOU for saving me from the embarrassment that i could have faced yesterday in the train.

dude, seriously THANK YOU!

but fret not, YOU are STILL my HERO! really! you should know who you are.. hee.

2008-01-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

to ease the stress, forgot about what's on you mind and whatnots, WATCH THIS!

2008-01-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

i went out with yana and akasha again today. this is like the gazillion time i'm out with them. love you both la! it was a short hang-out. but nevertheless, it's the quality that matters. (am i making sense?)

am having a terrible headache all thanks to the bus-ride home. motion sickness is such a bitch and this is one of the worst i've ever had. i'll end off with pictures ok people? nyte ya'll! =)

p/s: momsie got lucky during lucky draw. No. 35! yea!

2008-01-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

so here's the thing.

i've got $100 NTUC voucher. initially, i planned to use it for my birthday party. but obviously, it didn't happen. so the question is, when would be the BEST time to do a chalet? bdw, it's valid till 31st August 2008.

help. anyone?

2008-01-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

yes yes. i know. i'm like 3 days late. so? anyway, what's so HAPPY about the new year. it's just a new year where you're gonna make resolution which you're gonna completely forget like a month down the road. agreed?

so how was your New Year's celebration? mine was ok la. it was without a doubt better than last year. ( i was working last year. ) did you get anything to kick start your new year? ask me! ask me! i did! hee. i bought myself a Canon Digital Ixus camey! some of you might know how much i swear on Sony Cybershot when it comes to camera but daf ( an ite mate. yes, i have a guy friend and they still wanna layan me. so whoever said that bdk2 laki smue da malas nk lyn aku, u can kiss an ass ASS! ) told me that Sony isn't as good when compared to Canon.

i think so too. haha. the features better but it takes me quite some time to get use to the functions. not really user friendly la. but hey, i'm not complaining! hahha.

so i guess that's it. a short and simple update. i would reallly love to upload pics but blogger is being gay so uploading one picture takes like a gazillion minutes!! urgh!

2007-12-24T11:53:00.000+08:00

See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)

Baby,
Why you hurt me?
Leave me and desert me
Boy, I gave you all my heart
And all you did was tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

2007-12-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

i've heard of an accident. i've seen an accident. but i've not been in an accident before until yesterday.

it happened along the road of The Cheveron. it happened very quickly. the bloody car that was coming out from The Cheverons was stupid la! i think he didn't check his blond spot or he was too confident that he could slip into the main road. the car infront made an emergency brake. we made an extremely emergency jam break that it made skid marks on the road! no kidding! but the van behind us didn't had enough space to stop his van in time and he rammed into us!

shitness i tell you! my friends dad is a dad that is very2 particular about his car. he does a DAILY routine check on his car. we were definitely F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G O.U.T!

the uncle was like, "don't worry i'll pay for the damages. just don't report to the police."

oh tau pon kau takot. sial pe apek!

we, at all cost must get the damages fix. the accessories of the car is an old model. so he has to get it replaced with a new one. we were already shitting in our pants and crack our brain to come out with an explanation to give. but thanks to "H" all is well.

My friend: "Omg "H", you're our life-saver!!!!"
H: "No. I'm not a life-saver. I'm a liar!"

lol.

and to my cuzzins, SORRY BECAUSE I CANNOT MAKE IT! it's really unexpected se! paiseh eh.

after all that hoo-haas and whatnots, yana and me headed down to Holland Village for my appointment. i didn't know how long it took but when they said that i'll take approximately 1 1/2hr to 2hrs, i felt fcuking bad for making her wait! THANK YOU SO MUCH YANA!!

gf, i think we should bet more often so that i can lose the bet, then i'll sleepover at your house again and then we'll go on unexpected adventures be it an accident or makan at Adam Road or going down to your campsite and meet all those friends of yours. haha. ok?

You shut up your mouth! lol.

2007-12-22T02:38:00.000+08:00

a few questions that i need to know,
how you could ever hurt me so.
i need to know what i've done wrong
and how long it's been going on.
was it that i never paid enough attention?
or did i not give enough affection?
not only will your answers will keep me sane
but i'll know never to make the same mistkes again.
you can tell me to my face,or even on the phone
you can write it in a letter,either way i have to know.
did i never treat you right?
did i always start the fight?
either way,im going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions i have to find.

2007-12-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

i've started using Wordpress to blog about what i really feel. i've to resort to doing this because people will always be people. don't bother asking me for the password because chances are, i ain't gonna give it to you.

so why bother putting the links here? it's a reference. for me. so that 10 years down the road, i'll still remember the ups and downs my my teenage life.

http://sugarvibes.wordpress.com/2007/12/19/its-killing-me-softly/

2007-12-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

why must you lie to me? why? i know what i did to you but what has it got to do with you lying to me? what i did to you is a totally different thing. i've never lied to you about anything. i can swear on that.

but can you?

2007-12-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

it's exactly 11 days after my birthday. i'm still reluctant to blog about my birthday. why? because the pictures are damn huge. it's such a hassle to crop and resize it. it's bloody hell troublesome. thanks eh nisa. hee.

ok so, met up with yana 1st. we chilled over at Lido's Mc Cafe. a glass of something-something Double Chocolate and a plate of Oreo Cheesecake. time check : 8:05pm. call nisa to see where she was. she's still over at Boon Lay Mrt Station. she's freaking out that she has yet to get me a birthday gift. haha. silly girl.

after much hoo-haa on where to meet and all, we settled with meeting Nisa at City Hall & the boys at Bugis Street. me and yana were playing hangman when i said,

"I macam nak beli cake ah. macam pathetic se birthday tkde cake. tkle make wish. "

"is that your wish? well, who knows, maybe it'll come true" yana replied cheecky.

i shrugged off her hint and we proceed to meet Nisa.

to tell you the truth, i was treated like an outcast on that day. they kept talking behind my back, literally. and when i turn, they'll like pretend as if they weren't whispering. ya guys, like i'm stupid like that.

met Jj and Haris at Raffles Hospital. they came from the Arab Street direction which i think is very odd. but again, i shrugged it off.

now, this is where The Amazing Race began. they brought me to all around Bugis without telling me what they were looking for. they went form one place to another, signal and whispering. i was fed up. seriously. only after like 15 minutes later that they decided to ask me where they could get party hats.

kaldeh! you guys could have asked me earlier and it'll save us the trouble you know. sheesh!

i know of a place which sells party stuffs but too bad, it was already closed by the time we got there. haha.

let's fast forward alot ok?

after getting all the stuffs that they need, we finally made our way to Al-Majlis. we reserved a table and true enough we got a table. but it's the kopitiam kind of table se. SO not gonna sit there. we asked whether there were space at the fine dining area and voila, we were at a much more comfortable environment.

but we did not stop there. the purpose of us going to Al-Majlis was the so-called private room. we tried our luck and ask (for like the 1000th time) whether there were still space. and YESSA! we've finally got it!

akasha (yana's bf) came shortly after. and him being him, we had stitches from laughing! he's one hell of a funny guy. game's like Tuki-Tuki and The 5 piglets (or something like that) are the highlights of the day. haha. serious funny shit i tell ya!

ok. im getting lazy.

when 12 midnight is approaching, Jj excused himself to take a call. yana was next, saying that she needs to use the little girl's room. Haris was like "err, i turon kejap" and nisa went, "aku nk tgk man ade tk."

so only me and akasha. he showed me a magic trick which by the way TAK MENJADI. hah! he was damn confident that it was my card. kwang3. practise harder ok brader kasha?

nisa came into the room, aggressively shut my eye and instructed me to shut up. it'll be a while only. haha. and tadaa! a cake accompanied by the out-of-tune birthday song. haha. sweetest shit i tell you. no kidding! haha.

we stay till about 4 plus and that's only because the worker kindlt shoo-ed us out. haha.

i know i've told you guys countless times but really, thank you so much for the heart-felt, sincere and warm, i quote, 'serplies!' lol.

Love You Guys!

p/s: having problems uploading the picture. i'll post it soon ok people? =)

2007-12-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

super lazy. super nice weather. super sleepy.

bye bye.

2007-12-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

in the room at Rasa Sentosa Resort. waiting patiently for 1am. why? that's something for me to know and for you to find out! hah! of course, it'll be updated! =)

but for now, i would like to wish my girlfriend a HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY!

i realllllly hope that you like the mini surprise party under your block. hahaha. suke kan? kan? kan? and the best part, kau pakai baju rumah and NO MAKE-UP. priceless la.

sorry we couldn't get you a Prima Deli cake. it would have tasted way better than that cake. =) love you girlfriend! *hugs*

and another december baby, is none other than HIM. hee.

i woke up extra early to travel up to TAMPINES, bought him a tiramisu cake, nearly took a wrong freder bus just to surprise this lil' boy. haha. i woke him up ( with much trouble ) with a cake in my hand and whispered, "Happy Birthday B."

the look on his face, PRICELESS. haha.

and when i passed him his present, another priceless moment. =)

and oh, a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Ifah and Joe! =)

i've got to go. it's almost one. let's get it on people!

2007-12-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

May my 2 birthday wish come true.

why 2 you may ask? that's because i got 2 cakes this year! =) as soon as i get my hands on them pictures, i promise i'll update and this blog will be filled with pictures just like the good old days..

till then, take care and be nice dear people.

2007-11-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

-tagger
nmuahhahaha

to start it off, she's already crazy. laughing hysterically when nothing is funny is down right CUKOO! so, talking giberish comes naturally to her.

-tagger
no2 it wasnt me thing issssss she blocks my old IP den she posers to be ME &den she says sory to HERSELF & stufsss. hahahahhaa. ur inexorable harangue is jst so stupid. LOL FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT

Definition of INEXORABLE : unyielding; unalterable: inexorable truth; inexorable justice OR not to be persuaded, moved, or affected by prayers or entreaties: an inexorable creditor.

Simpler version : merciless, uncompromising

Definition of HARANGUE : a scolding or a long or intense verbal attack; diatribe OR a long, passionate, and vehement speech, esp. one delivered before a public gathering. ( wow! i didn't know i can deliver a PASSIONATE speech! )

Simpler version of the word : sermon, speech

What do learn about her? she's clearly stupid. with all those extra 's' in her words, i wonder how much she scored for her spelling test. and to make it up for lost marks, she uses BOOMBASTIC word to WOW! the crowd.

1st she says i deliver a merciless, uncompromising, speech/sermon, which i didn't in the 1st place, then suddenly she changes her mind and decides that the merciless, uncompromising, speech/sermon that i gave is stupid. can you figure out the link?

-tagger
HAHAHAA TAKOT pe sampai nak g WP? lol sissy sissy sissy LOL

she's say that im too shaken by her life threatining comments that i would move to Wordpress. NEWSFLASH, i'm still here.

-tagger
I think ur brain is so limited uh. dont cha noe tat IP addressessss on the comp can be changed? MUAHA. mst be stupid no wonder no qualifications. lol dgr2 ko dentist helper eh? hahahhahahaahhh

at which point of time did i annouce that i didn't know that IP ~~addresses~~ addressessss changes from time to time? and woah, she CAN CHANGE HER OWN IP address. coolness! all hail the IT -savy bitch! i t

-tagger
and ne more thing asl eh u give prob to tt guy? hahahha. KITE bdk2 laki SEMER DA NAEK MALAS NGAN KAU. LOL aku can get 5 guys who will admit that ey've fucked u hard b4 =P gemok. berbabat sak.

if you notice, she's a very stupid fickle minded ningkapoo. first she uses english, then malay. can you please make up your mind. it's irritaing! and which GUY? coz there's "only 2" guys in this WHOLE WIDE WORLD. i don't know which one.

" aku can get.. " haha. this part just makes me laugh.

" KITE bdk2 laki SEMER DA NAEK MALAS NGAN KAU. LOL " the thing is, it's been ages since i last contacted my my guy friends. the last time i checked my ITE buddies are already working or serving the nation. 4 of my primary school mates are half-way through serving national service and one one 1 is stuyding. my secondary school classmates which im close with consist of 4 girls and 2 guys.i haven't been contacting both guys since i left secondary. my sec schoolmates are busy with their own lives that i don't even know how's everyone doing.

so tell me, how is it even possible to have guys friends that i've lost contact with or are not in contact with in the 1st place, be sick and tired of me and simply cannot be bothered by me? and that's the reason why i've been refering 'tagger' as a ~~bitch~~ ~~female dog~~ famale.

and you claimed that you can name me 5 guys that have fucked me hard before. hmm, let's see. TOM, DICK, HARRY, LARRY, and JOHN. look ma! i can name the guys that fucked me HARD before!

why don't you people try? list down 5 name in no particular order and you too will get the names of 5 guys who has fucked me REAL HARD! no prizes though. =)

-tagger
and i mean F-UCK

excuse her please. she just learn hoe to spell the F word. she think that EVERYONE is as stupid as her and that's why she's teaching you guys. Learn it by hard and don't forget to say Thank You!

-tagger
BYE! SAMPAI SINI SAHAJE.

there's nothing left for me to say.

2007-11-26T13:09:00.000+08:00

it's been 23 DAYS since i last posted an entry. thanks to all those who have stood up for me. really appreciate it. i've been meaning to counter back to them haters but everyday i'm left exhausted with all the work load that i have to clear at work. i'm a busy, busy bummblebee!

but for the sake of them haters or should i say my very "AVID" reader(s), who has plenty of time to critise me but, is stupid enough not to get the rights first BEFORE bombarding me with my flaws and whatnot, who by the way got my occupation wrong (IDIOT! haha!) i shall compile all the tags and post it in one entry, JUST FOR YOU BITCHES.

for now, my friends or to anyone who has been standing up for me, have been doing great! and for that i really really sincerely thank you all. =)

i'll try my very best to do it in the next few days, probably tonight.

and one more thingy, i ain't no Dentist Assistant no more. but so what if i am? it's a PROFESSION to be under health care. i hope one day, when you mother is down with mouth cancer or some mouth related diesease that can only be treated by a dentist and his/her assistant ONLY, she'll be left to die and rot because they found of that you think that their job is dispicable.

Good Day. May you be caught in an accident. =)

2007-11-03T09:45:00.001+08:00

For the 1st time ever, i went shopping on my own. i toured IMM all by myself. i didn't just window-shop. i bought stuffs. haha. i'm loving the idea of shopping alone. No disturbance. No time constraint. No hassle. NO NOTHING. Not that shopping with my girlfriends are a chore but it has a different feeling to it.

And i made a point to say, "Thank You Very Much" "Have a GREAT Weekend" "Sorry for the trouble/inconvenience" i even smile at EVERY sales person. and the responds i get : PRICELESS. they instantly had a smile across their face. i know how shitty it is to be a sales person and serving shit-up-their-ass-but cannot-come-out customers. it's a pain in the ass i tell ya!

in total i spent $120 in like 2 hours. (hope the boyfriend doesn't read this. haha.) haha. an impressively very low amount considering im an ex-impulse shopper. like seriously, i no longer shop on impulse. i carefully analyse whether i need it or not or whether the quality is worth the money.

i almost bought a pair of slip-ons, which of course i don't need. i wanted it because the colour's groovy! but i dun need it. and from that, i saved $39.90. hee.

i'm selling away 2 long jackets. head down to my blogshop if you're interested. =)

2007-11-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

Al-Fathihah
In Loving Memory of Amir

The guy who has captured many heart with just a smile. One of the heart throbs in Boon Lay Secondary. Your death has yet to be process in our minds. It's too much of a shocked to be proceeded at one go. Who would have thought, you among thousand and thousands of people will be down with stomach cancer. But Allah loves you more than we do. We can do nothing but to pray.

It was great knowing you my friend. You'll be dearly miss by all of us.
Semoga roh mu berada di dalam golongan orang-orang yang beriman.
Amin.

2007-10-28T08:32:00.000+08:00

some might know that i'm not a really big fan of guitarist. i'm a sucker for a drummer. hee. but after watching this video, i'm open to both. haha. or not. we'll see. =p

but i'm STILL a DIE-HERD SUCKER for a CHEF! a cute one that is! =p

2007-10-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

sempena tahun baru ni, pegilah taubat ok? jangan asik nk mengata orang je.
kata orang paku serpih, kata orang dia yg lebih!

in less than 8 hrs i'll be jalaning raya with the secondary mates. wee! i feel so old among them. they are still school but me, i've stepped into the working world. tkpe. aku tiap2 bulan dpt GAJI! lol. see you guys later!!

and baby, a big BIG CONGRATULATION!! finally, you're certified and long qualified as a JUNIOR CHEF!! let's look forward to a quick getaway before you serve the nation!!

NISA, Bangkok da memanggil2 nama kite oit!!!

2007-10-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

well, what do you know. ramadhan is coming to an end and before you know it, it'll be Hari Raya already.

"Mak oh Mak. Luse Hari Raya!"

so, how's the preparation coming along? good? i hope so. i'm pretty much done with EVERYTHING except for my hair. i seriously have no idea on how to ~~destroy~~ fix my hair this time round. i've done perming. i've done rebonding. i WANT to perm again, but my half month's pay isn't helping at all! can someone please loan me money so i can get through the festive days with a beautiful mane! please. yana, aku tau kau banyak duit. jgn la lokek. u my friend. ok shuddup.

the number of times i broke my fast with the bf decrease significantly as compared to last year. last year, i was like 3 times a week. ah yes. those times when he would travel all the way from the east to pick me up after work and breaking fast with me a comfy spot over at the Residence Corner located opposite my blog. haha. not exactly the perfect spot but hey, it sure worked for us. hee.

any suggestions to what i can do to my hair for this upcoming festive which DOES NOT involved cutting it short and not spending a bomb? (that's sounds like a trim doesn't it? haha. ) please don't suggest cutting it because i've made up my mind to NOT cut the concaved bob. reason being - i willingly want to go through another 4 butt-flattening hours to get my hair permed, AGAIN. =D

it's times like this that i wish i was boy. sigh.

2007-10-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

it's about time i reply all those tags. hee.

CT: hello! I was here! Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa!
eL to CT: hey hey! long time no hear! same goes to you!!!! =D

ifah: hello el!
eL to ifah: hello ifah!! *smiles*

azera: btw, yati lost ur number 2...so how??so u want me 2 pass any msg 2 her??or u want me 2 email u her number???
eL to azera: dia tk msg2 pon azera. =(

passer-by: i'm sorry for my previous tag...actually i'm just jealous that's all
eL to passer-by: omg! you shouldn't! and it's ok. just don't do it again ok? =)

*yaNa*: hahahahaha. Passer-by so funny. nwae babe, slamat berpuasa noh =D
eL to *yaNa*: hahahahaha. tu pasal ah. lol. same to you beybeh!

Seri: Hey there(: I hope you have been doing well in Singapore and boy does the food look scrumptious. Happy Fasting.
eL to Seri: hey you! heard that you'll be away for 3 months. what's up? u tk cre where ever u are ok?! =)

Wawa: heylo awak!! and u dun act pretty.. u already are what. heheh! take care babe! slmt menyambut hari raya!
eL to Wawa: lawa ke? biase la. pompan lain lagi lawak dri aku. haha. u too tk cre ok!!

passer-by: i'm just stating my opinion....
eL to passer-by: =)

idah: um, why did u give a smiley in ur entry when something bd is gonna happen??
eL to idah: ntah gf. aku pon tk tau. maybe nk confuse kan org2 mcm2 kau kot. haha. ok mepek.

swit chocolate: elo nn bubbie
eL to swit chocolate: hello S.C, thanks for dropping by. =) you tk cre. =D

2007-09-29T10:42:00.000+08:00

something bad is gonna happen soon.
i can feel it.

=)

2007-09-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

I'm really tired. Work is tiring. I hate working life. But i love money. haha. Dr Daniel told me something which i've recently truly understand.

" In working life, you either do something you LOVE but earn a bit OR do something you don't really like but you earn alot. "

haha. you're so right Dr. Daniel. speaking of which, i miss him. and I MISS YOU TOO BABY! =)

too lazy to be typing. so you'll be entertained with pictures. =)

On Sunday, 16 Sept 2007..

On Wednesday, 19 Sept 2007..

ya ya. i know what you're thinking. enough with the flowers. but it's really pretty la!

damn im lethargic.
nyte yall.

2007-09-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

Shukur alhamdulillah. the 1st day of ramadhan has past and all is well. i don't usually break fast with rice. so i guess that explains the lack of appetite. so what did you get have? pizza? laksa?
yummy!

if you've been reading my blog, you must know that today is my interview.

Preparations for the interview started yesterday. i gave a short crash-course to me just to refresh myself on what i've been learning. i had no freaking idea what Karl Fischer titration is or what HPLC or GC is. and the word titration got me all frantic. can you believe it?! i know i did that test before. somehow over the years, it slipped through the back door of my brain and poof.. gone!

but all hail the internet people. i google-ed it up and voila! i was back on track. you really cannot blame me for not having any clue. i'm in the petrochemical line you see, not the pharmaceutical line. =)

out of the house by 7am and arrive at 7:45am sharp. i assumed the bus has left because I was 1st in line. i thought it would be crowded and apckes but nah, it wasn't that bad. i secured myself a seat. haha. the bus arrived at 8pm. being it my 1st time, i didn't know the procedures. i tapped and walked off. the bus driver called me back to give me a ticker. ok. new-flash. since when do you get a ticket when you TAP? oh well. i sat down and examined the ticket. a bloody $1.90. holy moley!

journey to Jurong Island - approximately 25mins.

i had to exchange my I/C for a visitor pass. i was darn clueless. i wanted to approched a police officer but pass. he face was just too stern la. but of course la. Jurong Island area cannot play-play you know. got my pass, walked through detector and i'm certified CLEAN!

waited for the next bus and soon enough it arrived. ok. this is the part where i got cheated. boo hoo. i didn't know how the whole bus system works. i saw some people paying and some just stuffing in the ticket into the coin box. me being the newbie, i SHOWED the ticket but all he said was, " Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. " like that wasn't enough, the made the tap signal in the mid air. uncle, i understand what tap means. sheesh..

i prayed hard that the stop that i will be alighting at, they will be some other. and yes, my prayers are answered. i still don't know whether you have to press the bell for the bus to stop or just stand. the bus is NOT the normal SBS bus ok!

i reached CRODA at 8:45am. great! i had 45 mins to spare. i changed my JI visitor pass for a CRODA visitor pass and headed for the lobby. i st quietly not knowing what to do. i badly need a restroom and i see no reception counter in sight. double great.

after 15mins, a perverting guy who doesn't talk to my face "talked" to me. nasib la puase. banyak kan bersabar je la. he passed me forms to fill in and a piece of paper that has 5 questions for me to answer.

finally, at 9:40am Ms Joan Ng arrived and the interview started!

she was so friendly that she made me feel so calm. and the best part is, at no point of time did she ask me anything about pharmaceutical! haha. yahoo! i got this interview through an agency and he told me the question that can be anticipated during the interview. well, guess i got all freaked out over nothing huh?

the interview took about half an hour.

ok. here comes the shitty part. in Jurong Island, the bus to and back is very scheduled in the morning but after 8:50am. the timing goes hay wire! i was a the bus stop at 10:14am. Ms Joan said there'll be a bus at 10:15am. i waited for a whole 20 mins untill i walked back to ask the guard whether there will be an extra charge if i call a cab in. he said no. but when i think again, it'll cost me like $16 from JI and back home. wasted!

i thought the day would go downhill from there hey hey, berkat ramandhan, ( if translated, i think it's somthing like the charm if the 1st day of the fastin gmonth) the security guard help me to hitched a ride from this container uncle. Sweet uncle saved my day!

he drove me all the way to IMM. alighted and took a bus home. thank god he was on the way. uncle, I LOVE YOU LA. don't worry sayang, i love you more. =) the 1st thing i did when i got home was to lie on the bed. i was so tired. im still wondering why am i tired. talked to momsie about the experience. after she left for work, i entertained myself with The Nanny Dairies!

slept at 4 pm and was woken up at 5pm by the agency. slept again and the boy woke me up at 6pm. now im sitting here, typing this entry. i've got nothing else to say so i guess i'll treat myself to a releaxing, squeaky-clean bubble bath!

oh, in case you're wonder why the agency called me. it's because he's got good news for me! yup, you've guessed it write. i've got a job! like how some say, yayness!

2007-09-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

people say, when something bad happens, something good will come out of it. will be going to an interview on Thursday. i'm pretty scared. you know those butterflies you get in the tummy. hate it.

if all goes well, i'll be getting a job. j-o-b. man that word suddenly sound so pleasant & inviting.
oh! baby got a job too! how good is that.

i shouldn't be blogging now because i need to brush up on my studies. i can already anticipate the questions that will be thrown to me. wish me luck you guys. wish me LOTS of luck.

=)